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Spontaneous Weeping Supporting My Teen Daughter Through Cancer Treatments By Corinne Zola
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call it spontaneous weeping. I’m referring to the many times throughout my daughter’s treatment for Hodgkin’s Lymphoma when I unexpectedly teared up or full on cried in inappropriate places like shops, supermarkets, exercise classes, meetings. I’m certain that any worried parent suffering on behalf of their child recognizes this phenomenon. The experience of supporting my daughter through her cancer treatment taught me that my fear and sadness were now always ready to burst out to anyone. I can’t pretend to know what it is truly like to experience cancer in my own body, and I don’t know exactly what it is like to be a parent of a very young child with cancer. But I can speak to what it is like supporting a 16-year-old daughter with cancer. The challenges go beyond the physical invasion of the cancer and chemotherapy. Teens are self-aware and self-conscious. They are already dealing with dramatic issues relating to friendships, school, appearance and relationships. Throw cancer and fear for survival into the mix, along with hair loss, missing school, friends and even social drama, and it becomes very difficult for your child to stay positive and feel relevant. Doctors, therapists and other parents in similar situations had consistent advice. Stay positive and be strong. To stay the course, I realized I needed to know who to talk to for all the necessary support encompassing emotional, social and academic needs. Unlike a medical protocol, the emotional side of illness is left open to the patient and caregiver to figure out. I share some of our story here in the hope that it might help another parent navigate some of the nonmedical side effects particularly for teenagers. Let’s Talk About Fear Nothing is going to take away the fear, but finding ways to alleviate it or even escape it for a little while is so important. To manage fear, first you must trust your medical team. Trust that they will tell you what you need to know and what to expect. Don’t be afraid to ask a million questions. Take notes, because you won’t remember anything they tell you. Demand attention when you think something isn’t right. Talking to a therapist is critical for both
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you and your child; it’s a safe outlet to express sadness and fear. A therapist experienced in working with patients facing life-threatening illness is especially helpful. Our oncologist told us not to use Google as a medical reference. It’s a sinkhole, and you likely aren’t even looking at the proper diagnosis or prognosis. However, the Internet is a great resource for finding communities that share your experience. I found peer counselors, chat rooms and general information from these helpful sources: • Leukemia and Lymphoma Society, lls. org. The Westchester Chapter provides a wide range of information and support for patients and caregivers, including peer-topeer counseling, groups and online chats with young adults living with leukemia, lymphoma or myeloma. • Soul Ryeders, soulryeders.org. A volunteer-driven organization offering compassion, emotional support, as well as fitness, nutrition and educational programs for people affected by cancer in our community. Soul Ryeders is available from diagnosis through treatment, recovery and survivorship. Their generosity and caring were indispensable to us. • Stupid Cancer, stupidcancer.org. An online community of young people who are in the midst of cancer or are in remission. There are chat rooms and question boards for absolutely any topic you can think of and always someone to answer. The site is directed to young people by young people. Let’s Talk About Hair No other way to say it, hair loss is emotionally devastating. Understanding how quickly it happens and having the tools to manage it can help with the shock and sadness. First, it’s critical to know that hair begins releasing after the second chemo treatment. Knowing this, you can cut it off before you begin treatments because the releasing process is very upsetting and uncomfortable. Then, consider using the hair you’ve cut off to make a wig. Because managing the literal and emotional fallout of hair loss is such a huge part of the chemo process, these resources might help navigate this phase efficiently, instead of frantically: • Beauty Bar and Hair Salon, Port Chester, beautybarandsalon.com. This local
salon is lovely as is the salon owner Stacy Sakellariou. She is experienced working with women suffering medically induced hair loss and makes your appointment when the salon is quiet so you have privacy. The salon can wash, dry and style wigs. • LaSpina Renewed Image Salon, laspinasalon.com. Owner/stylist Danny Biro, recommended by our oncology social worker, has experience working with teen and adult patients suffering medical hair loss. They are located in Mahopac. • Bitz-n-Pieces, bitzandpieces.com. For a full wig, this New York City salon has a big selection in a wide range of pricing. A stylist helps you choose the right wig and teaches you how to wear and care for it. When you are done with the wig, it can be donated to The Wig Exchange (thewigexchange.org) so it can help another woman undergoing chemo. • Hats, Scarves and More, hatsscarvesandmore.com. A friend recommended this site to buy sleeper caps. I learned that when you suffer hair loss, your head gets very cold at night. These cozy fleece hats keep you warm and comfortable. • Hip Hats, hatswithhair.com/WigMade-With-My-Own-Hair-1.aspx. Hip Hat is a lightweight cloth cap with a “halo” of natural hair sewn around it. It’s worn under a hat, baseball cap or beanie. If you saved your natural hair, you can use it for your own halo. The Hip Hat is more comfortable and practical than a full wig for everyday wear. • The Wig Exchange, thewigexchange. org. The Wig Exchange in Rye provides women and teens undergoing chemotherapy with high quality wigs and hairpieces, as well as practical tips and emotional support for managing the issues surrounding cancerrelated hair loss. The Wig Exchange client coordinator is a cancer survivor herself, and is unfailingly kind and understanding. Keep Up With School The school principal, guidance counselor and teachers were critical to setting up a home schooling program that ensured my daughter didn’t get left behind academically. There is no absolute solution for this, every case is different, but regardless, your child is entitled to a home tutor for every course. A doctor’s note to the guidance counselor launches the process. Our school worked with us to ensure that my daughter fulfilled her credits, took